Don’t expect too much. It’s always better to feel surprised than to feel disappointed.
who can act like himself around me, and isn’t afraid to share his feelings with me. who i can call my bestfriend & lover. who’s there for me whenever i need him. who listens to me when i’m talking, and actually understands. who i can act completely stupid around, without him judging me. who…
Do you know why hugging someone special feels great?
It’s because at that moment, though it happens very fast, NO ONE owns HIM but YOU! ;)
Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel. This person is using celestial colors to paint your image. Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have.
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| — | Henry Rollins (via girlslikememakehistory) |
